I'm one of those Egyptian youth who used to be heroes one day, who are insulted every day and night, accused by failure, insolvency and fiasco. Yea I wear low-waist pants, I have a long hair and a beard but I'm not an inane, actually who sees people through their pants is. Well..I'm undergrad at computer science school 2011's class and we're a quite wealthy family. After finishing the high school in an Arab State of the Gulf I joined Cairo University and their I discovered my country for the first time which frustrate me so bad; corruption, suppression and poverty. I decided to be affirmative; to do what I can do to make things better. I joined many political activists and movements like National Association for Change. I've joined all of the protests. I've been arrested severally and by the days in jail I released that the Egyptian one has no rights and a lowest officer can make anything to him even if he killed him no one will punish him or pay attention, which boost my persistence. Definitely my parents hate and oppose my guts, and I was like that pending the onset of the revolution, I sited-in at Tahrir square ; It was really my best days ever..I've faced death and saw how Mubarak's officers kill my buddies cold blooded, And how was his Army leaving the thugs to pass between their lines without any stoppage except one of them called Magued Poles who shot some bullets to keep them away. I faced the death again in many battles and massacres .. like Mohamed Mahmoud, Abbasia, the Cabinet and Maspero. Many martyrs have fallen, other their eyes have poked and I tried to protect the girls with my body while the soldiers was dragging them, the signs of beating on my back have not vanished yet. I voted for Khaled Ali in the first round of the presidential election and boycotted in the second round because I don't trust MB and it was impossible to vote for Shafik; the second Mubarak.
I took part in all Anti-MB demonstrations and nothing ever changed as the regime uses to kill us regardless its name. Unlike my friends who denied to participate with the residues of Mubarak regime, I joined 30June, and supported our army when they decided to get ride of MB as a solidarity with Egyptian people.. My my opinion was, however, the massacres that have been done by Mubarak's Junta but the Egyptian Army still have to protect from terrorism. After Morsi's removal I released how Mubarak's media distort everything relate to 25Jan!, I really thought that Mubarak's regime used us to get ride of MB then came around to kill us politically. I've been assured after the promulgation of the demonstration law and the turning on of media's great machine for filling the mind of people with lies and frauds. There is no country all over the world can jail anyone for 15 years just because he hadn't a permission to protest against the same regime that stamp him down !
I am unwilling to tell you about the beatings, torture and insults happened in Egyptian prisons, u can check on reports of human rights organizations to know how the repression so far is worse than that of Mubarak's regime, don't trust the reports of The National Council for Human Rights for a simple reason that the members of it asks Ministry of the Interior for a permission before the visitation!
Now I'm a detainee in one of those prisons ; I've been jailed with a great charge, which is carrying a banner written on it a statement means the revolution to be continued! As soon as I'll be finished my term of imprisonment, I'll leave this country, which only god knows how much I'm in love with it, migrating from it utterly and forever, don't ever think that the prison broke me, never ever, even if I stayed here as long, as I live, my belief in this revolution would stay as it is. So, why I'll leave ?! because I released that we all was living a great illusion as we envisaged that we were standing for the people. The revolutionaries are the noblest of Egypt's people but most of those people don't need us.. so we have not to impose ourselves. Haven't you ever heard them saying that they need a strong one who gags them! I'm not to blame El-Sisi; he is a military man who must peeve at anyone opposes him. An American writer called Noam Chomsky said once that all military men have the same culture which is forcing a fait accompli and destroy the opponents, I'll be happy if El-Sisi run things in a good way. I'm not enraged on El-Sisi but on these strange people.. how could them believe that the revolutionaries are agents while they are dying for them and their freedom.. don't tell me that all of this happens because of media, don't those Egyptians have minds to think ? have you ever listened about a traitor who lost his eyes or has a permanent disability for freedom sake?! is it our reward from those who we advocated their freedom by our blood ?!
When they arrested me I've been coshed by policemen brutality but I hold it out..just till I found some people was in the facing cafe are coming to pummel me too and squall on us "you mercenaries bastards how much you gain from the countries that wages you", I cried then..grieved, vanquished, suppressed, compelled and defeated .. I cried to the extent that policemen stop coshing me.. there.. I didn't have a survivor guilt, I was envious of those who have died, who have been killed ..their dilemma has ended, they don't think of what is right or what is wrong, or the consequences ..they have been given the privilege of giving up, without feeling guilty about it. The decision has been made for them to rest..
we should see the truth .. we've treated with a hypothetical people not the real Egyptian people for years..
the revolutionaries want a new Egypt, a fair and free one, but the rest of Egyptians differs us. Those who voted for the Constitution happily and danced in the street don't see it transgressed as soon as it been approved?! they don't need constitutions they only want someone who is strong enough | according to their opinion | to idolize him. We are the only ones who think how this country can better and how to fight the poverty, but those people gave their rights up in advance as long as we have a strong man who provides security, knows everything and can do everything, and the more important is can muzzle us! they, each and everyone of them, have our blood, your blood in their hands..these are our people who charged us with betrayal, not who we pictured. I won't stay one more day after releasing from jail in a country charged the martyrs with unfaithfulness..I'll leave Egypt to live in a country that respect my humanity.
A last message for Egyptians: I'm sorry for my lack of understanding y'all, you don't need a revolution, you neither comprehend it nor deserve it. I'll leave you in this sump that we tried a lot to clean it then you see us as traitors..congrats to you the stability that mixed with suppression,,congratulations corruption, nepotism, injustice and the state's media..
A Message From An Egyptian To Us..To History..
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